today dun kw why i feel that my mood not so good~
something like has a stone in my heart that i cant see...
arhh~~
feel that wan express it out by doin something ...
i wan go play snooker...but unluckly office is not open..
so i finally do not play it...
arhh~bad mood increasing ...
really feel that wan do something that can release my bad temperate before i am scolding people..
i think mayb is because last nite i cant sleep well...
i can feel that i whole nite not sleep well...
always round turn here and there whole nite..
mayb that the causes that i have bad mood now....
really hope hat later can go do some excerise or do wat i like to solve my mood problem...
as if i didnt solve it or release it today..
whole day i will in that down mood~
i dun kw why...
sometime i feel that i am not who am i...
sometime i dun kw what i think and what i want~~
arhh~~~~
and recently i really bankrap d...
no enough money to eat d...
i wan save money...until i back home...
maggi mee is my lunch now...but dun worry i will take my dinner--rice..
bcoz if no rice one a day~
my stomach will argue with me and thus lead me to the suffer stomachache~
and my mum has told me many times to take care my meal d...
so i should not make her worry...but else i cannot let her know i take the maggi as my lunch...
if not i will be scold by her..
i know if i said that 'i have no money d..' to my family they will send $$ to me..
but really very shy to said that....
so big d still show hand to take money~~
really not that good~~
so i think after that i will go some part time work when holidays...
or i will take the money i save it since childhood lo...
my ang pau money...from kindergarden until secondary school...
haha...
after write all of this my mood become better d...
i like blogger...
it really help me to release my pressure,unhappy moment or watever my feeling lo~
good!
hehe^^
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